Jesus died shamefully but never once put himself before the world. Hanging on the cross he asked God the Father to forgive them. Why? Because he knew that they really didn’t know what they were doing. He even said that from the cross.
Do you know what you are doing? Ask your self this question, Would Jesus do this? How would Jesus react to this situation? If you are honest with yourself you will know the answer, if you are not honest, you can be forgiven.