Today my last close girlfriend passed away...that is 17 dear friends and family in 7 years...it began in January..2017 Lost my father and then in April my uncle died in a house fire along with another woman in my grandparents house...my mom owned the house...she and her 2 brothers in their 80’s...I had to handle almost all of it and uncles intestate estate...it was a total loss...it never stopped...every year my dearest have passed...I am grateful that my children and grandchildren spared...but yes, we are isolated and loved ones, relationships gone...you must become as a child with the Lord...